Labor Certification

I been in USA over 17 yrs and was seperated by ex husband, who never sponcered me and lied and committed bigamy marrying to another American woman. Being isolated by community as the way Asian community is and culture is back home, I didn't have any idea about VAWA for self petetion to file as battered abused woman. And I found out it was too late as there is statue of limitation of two yrs.
        I allpied for Amnesty 1981 program which was extended until 2003 July as no one can file for green card if person is not sure to ge tgreen card and I filed under Laber certification and VAWA in 2000 in Chicago. As my immigration was money hungry and wanted every two weeks $700 money and I was not aware of his reputation, I late him file fo rmotion to withdraw and he did and at present I am not sure of my Labor certification but my VAWA is declined because of lact of proof and I do have proof bu ttim elimot is a problem. But as I had a real hard ship all those yrs in USA and still I do have many issues specailly can't extend driver licence because of immigraion status as REAL ID ACT was passed by congress last yr and it is very hard to get driver licence and not be able to drive a car and can't work, I feel handicap and not worth living this life as after 17 yrs struggle, bigamist was not punished by law, didn't get immigration and property share in divorce as he did fraud transffering all of hi sproperty on his family name and now driver licence issue and not having family and relatives and friends and I been judged by every one I talked to and same time appling for Indian Passport in 2000 as lost passport paying $200 and giving me different ezcuses to issue me my passport, is hell of a problem in life non stop, as atlist I can get my passport, I can try getting my driver licence. And if soemone have any idea how and what is the best way to apply for my immigraion papers as I don;t have any pationce being here over 17 yrs and my parents passes away three yrs back an dnot seeing them that long and passesed away and being home sick and no one can come visit me as it is very hard form India to get visa is not a joke. I am home sick, can't work, can't drive, been judged when I talked to whoever and getting in a situation I will loose my place as I can' tafford not having a job because of driver licence. If anyone have any suggestion I will really appriciete that.