EAD (WorkPermit)

I’m having an issue because my hubby was unemployed so we lost most of our savings. We have a financial sponsor since my husband didn’t have an income. So we had to ask a friend. Now my husband has 2 part time jobs and is doing freelance work so he’s bringing in better money. But he still needs to pay loans (which he put on hold since he can’t afford to pay it at the moment), bills, roof, food etc. Since we have a financial sponsor as well as my husband starting to make money, I don’t even bother looking for a job since I know they’d deny me. I mean that’s what they’ll look at right? The financial sponsor, and that he is still in place? This is so rough, we need extra money, and I really want to go to my home country to see my sick grandma. I just want this to go through, but I feel that my reasons are not strong enough to expedite, especially since I have a sponsor.