Adjustment of Status - I-485

Hi guys, happy Sunday. I just want to rant today because this whole journey is tiring. I'm not even going to lie. I think by now I should have passed this green card process and moved on with my life, to the next level, started a career and live the American dream. I feel stagnant and I'm not even playing. I come here to give myself hope all the time, I see green cards approvals and my heart leaps for joy, then I ask a rhetorical question; why can't mine be approved like these people? what happened to my name, why can't I see my own case reading; case approved? You all have no idea how I feel. This is my third year in marriage it has not been easy. I try to live my life a certain type of a way and I love humanity. But! Unfortunately, most things revolves around this Greencard, and it has a certain effect on you when you're in the process. Dear Lord, hear our cry. We all shall prevail in Jesus name Amen.